The Widow

The day was bright,
The sky was blue,
Change was in the air,
Of which I had no clue….

I rang the bell,
But no response,
I knocked the door,
Still no response….

I walked to the side,
Peeked through the window,
In search of,
My friend’s widow….

She saw me peeking and said,
The door is open,
I went in to the room,
Strong she was, though all broken….

She gave a faint smile,
As I entered the room,
I said not to worry,
He will come soon….

Everything would change,
Though it is sadness lately,
We are all waiting,
For that cry, daily!

She was on due as,
She had a 9 month old,
Inside her womb and
The baby will be her gold….

“It’s happening” she said,
I ran to arrange,
A wheelchair for the widow,
As it was indeed time for a change….

My Quotes

Here are few quotes written by me over last few years….

1)Things might go wrong around you but the thoughts inside you must stay strong….

 

2)All happiness are for moments…. it is for those moments we live!

 

3)happiness is in a room full of darkness and my thoughts are the ropes tied to me…with door of light locked in front of me and keys somewhere in the room of darkness! So hapiness is in the room but not with me, light is just a door away whose keys are in the room ,
still i cant have anything….
                                                            i have just put up a scenario ,from here either i can find the key ,open the door of light and get happiness OR  be scared of dark and vanish in the dark! just wanted to say everything is in our reach….

 

4)At a point of time some will be ahead of you and some behind , the thing is to continue as you are. See behind for your success and see ahead to reach your goal !!

 

5)You achieve what you wanna achieve , dont let anyone stop you.. Have one life , better do what you want than keeping others happy!!

 

6)As the time moves a year change, bringing changes in our character as we grow,  bringing more maturity, more sensibilty etc etc still the childish part inside us remains the same!  Showing us to enjoy life , Remainding us to live a life!

Love the life and Live the life………..

 

7)At certain point of time we all think we are smarter than someone but when we go down the road we feel someone showing us they are smarter than us!!

 

8)The hardest thing one has to do is to fight one’s own mind !!

Do share your views on any of the quotes…. Thank you ….

Deceit…

It was just another day
He had come late
With blood in his hands and
Unknown was his fate

I stood in front of him
With no reaction on my face
Took the knife from his hand
And hid it in a case

He said to me
I did it for you my dear
I said to him
Now we have no fear

He came beside me
Took me in his arms
I looked deep in his eyes
Blinding him with my charms

He felt a surge of pain
Piercing through his back
The case was empty
And knife was in his back

You cheated on me and so did I
You loved me and I loved him
You killed for me and I killed for him
Go to her and I will to him

He died in my arms
Saying I didn’t cheat
Taking that knife
I ran to my new life…

On my way, all I
Could see was dark
As I reached to my new life
The guy was with his wife

I fell, seeing that sight
The guy in front of me was dark
Pierced the knife through my heart
Realizing the guy behind was my light

As I died I told myself
you and she were partners
Fooled and tricked both of us
To have all the gold….

PS: I wrote this poem with a story in my mind…I myself got confused what was the story that was in my mind when I read it! The story goes this way….

                There were two partners running a business, what business? I don’t care… lets name them ‘A’ and ‘b’ married to ‘a’ and ‘B’ respectively! ‘a’ comes to know that ‘A’ has cheated on her with ‘B’ and cheats ‘A’ with ’b’. ‘A’ loves ‘a’ but ‘a’ falls for ‘b’.  ‘a’ plans with ‘b’ to kill ‘B’ using ‘A’.  One night ‘A’ with bloody knife in his hand comes home. Now ‘a’ seeing her husband with blood coated knife takes the knife from his hand and puts it in a case. ‘A’ comes and hugs ‘a’ saying he did this for her, only to realize that knife is In his back. He dies in ‘a’ s arms saying I didn’t cheat…. after hearing ‘a’ say ,

You cheated on me and so did I
You loved me and I loved him
You killed for me and I killed for him
Go to her and I will to him

‘a’ gets fully confused but still takes the knife and goes in search of ‘b’. ‘a’ sees from distance that ‘b’ is with ‘B’. This makes her realize that it was all a plot made by ‘b’ and ‘B’ to destroy her life for money! Realizing the things she did she takes the knife and pierces it through her heart to meet her husband in another world….

The end

There are many around who plan on deceiving others… beware…

Hope I could make the story more clear for you guys
Take care all…..

GOD

           Raghu knew when he opened the door that it was not going to end well. Rajiv was standing at his doorstep, pointing the gun right in his face, “Why?” he asked Rajiv. “We might have been friends but you knew that it was not going to end well, didn’t you??” Rajiv asked. “Yes” Raghu replied. “You knew only one of us would survive and walk out from here and did you think as in the movies it would be the good guy??” Rajiv laughed.

            Raghu was silent. He was scared, but he wanted Rajiv to change his mind and give up on whatever he was doing. “Listen to me Rajiv, we can sort this out….” “No Raghu I am not going to jail and you can’t stay in this world, God might have created us but I am your GOD now, your life is in my hands and it’s going to end now, also I have made sure that she will be mine” Rajiv smiled. “Noooo……..” was all Raghu could say as Rajiv had already pulled the trigger. Shot straight into the face. Rajiv checked Raghu’s pulse to make sure Raghu was indeed dead.

            Rajiv walked out of the house leaving no clues behind. He drove away from the house, pleased that the girl and the money were waiting for him.

                                                                        The End

            Rohan completed the last lines of his novel. He was not completely satisfied with the last chapter that he wrote. He thought he would look into it later in the night. His son came to him, “Dad why do bad guys win in all your novels?” Rohan thought of how some of his writings would make young minds think like the bad guys of his novels, he had always felt it was his will to write anything he wanted, but could not control how people started thinking after reading it. “Son, it’s just fiction, you must not worry about this stuff and who told you only bad guys win in my novels?” “My classmates!”, “Don’t listen to them ok??” “Ok” his son replied. “Good boy, now go play”. The kid ran downstairs.

            “Dear, lunch is ready,” his wife called from downstairs.  Rohan was thinking of how he could create and destroy someone’s life in his book and the impact it had on people’s minds, so much so that it made him the GOD. He smiled at that thought. “Coming honey” he said. He slowly got up from his chair….

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            “I should have never given these fools the power to think and create what they want. They are misusing these gifts which I have given to no other creature but them”, God thought to himself. He still had control over them. All he had to do was write in his book what he wanted to do, but the control was on the actions and not the minds of people.

God took his book and started writing…………….

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                        Rohan slowly got up from his chair, thinking that another one of his novels was on its way to become a bestseller. He closed the door and started to climb down the stairs. He started asking “Honey what do we, ahhhhh……….”, Rohan had slipped on a small toy that was lying on the stairs. When he reached the bottom of the stairs rolling, he had broken his back and hand. His wife came running and helped him to get up. His son was in a shock not knowing what to do.

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            That serves him right. His mind and hand won’t be writing anything for a few months now.

            Next God started to write – helping the people in need…. His son came and asked “Daddy, when will I be writing in this book? Can I write now?” “You are just a kid, living creatures are not meant for playing or having fun with, you need to go to school and work hard, after seeing your marks I will think and decide!!!!”, replied God, “But daddy my friend has written in his daddy’s book”, “Yes I know son, your friend’s dad had to look after the planet Pandora and because of him Pandora almost got destroyed. I don’t want you destroying earth!! Now go play outside and try to keep your toys in place”. As the kid walked away sadly, “I will come and check on you in a while,” his dad said.

            Kids!!! God thought…. “Ok, now who needs to be taught a lesson, hmmm this politician looks good…..”

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In the above story ‘THE GOD’ I have tried to show how we act as God in one way or the other. Each of us, have it in us to prove ourselves or motivate ourselves to make a change for the goodness of mankind.

Every one of us is God in our own way. We have got powers that no other creature has got, ‘the power of thinking’. It’s up to us, how we use our powers for the good and bad. The real God above will act according to it.

THE FAME…

Few years back,

I was someone,

Having a struggle,

With myself and the world

 

Now he is someone,

In the dark

Trying very hard,

To make a mark

 

I took risks,

Played life as a game,

Ignored the people,

To reach the fame

 

He is honest

Like I was,

He had passion

Like I had

 

Now I have riches

With no one to enjoy and live,

I still have dreams

Which money couldn’t give

 

Now he has no riches,

But only love to live

Now he has dreams,

Which only money can give

 

Close ones around

Were after the money,

Life seemed dark

And the weather was sunny

 

He told the close ones,

How rich he wants to be,

Giving his best,

To reach his goal

 

I am sad and lonely,

With richness and fame,

Started to walk back,

To play a new game

 

As he started his walk,

To play the fame game…

Crossing the road…

What I am about to pen down might not be entirely correct…

Let us consider the crossing of a road similar to the life we live, the other side of the road is where we want to be with vehicles being the obstacles that lie in our path to the other side.

Imagine two scenarios

1)      Crossing one of the busiest roads

2)      Helping an old woman/blind man cross the road

[Let us assume that vehicles are coming from both the directions and there is no subway]

If we take the first scenario, say we just run to other side, it’s sure we will be hit by a vehicle!!! What next? A trip to a hospital or death…So we must see to it that we look in both the directions and make sure that no vehicles (obstacles) are coming towards us, also we must time the move to other side such that we will reach the other side in minimal time (we can see the obstacles coming towards us in life, time everything perfectly so that we will reach our goal at the right time). The obstacle might be a two wheeler or a drunken truck driver, the severity of the hit differs with the impact of the collision and so is the real life scenario, Solve it with full attention. Take action to solve the problems you face today, otherwise it may trouble you in the future.

Time your crossing to perfection to reach the other side, people around you will surely realize you are going to make it to other side. They may follow you so that they can reach the other side too, but if there is another road to cross don’t expect them to help you. In life you are on your own and if someone wants to help you then you can take it, but don’t expect them to help you cross the road just because you had helped them once.

Tackle your obstacles and attain what you want in life. Just because the traffic rate is huge if you stay on one side you will remain where you are. Once you are in this world make sure you leave a small dot of your success in a big sheet called world!!! Cross the road and achieve your goal.

Now let’s talk about the second scenario. I took this scenario just to see how others respond on something while you help someone. One guy will say you are just showing off as there are girls/boys nearby, some will be jealous and may pass a comment on you. On the other hand some will say it was nice of you to help the people in need. In life when one tries to attain success, there will be many who would see you as a rival or would get jealous of you. Some might even try to demean you. The Idea is to do what you want to or achieve what you want to while ignoring these kinds of people. There will be many who would want to be friends with you or appreciate you, acknowledge them but also make sure you don’t get too close with them. Who knows whether they might even be there when you fall? The ones who knew or have been with you for a long time are the only ones you can be sure of; rest, the time will decide.

What I want to say is when you move ahead in life there will be two kinds of people; one who will appreciate you for what you do and another who will find flaws in what you do, remember one thing though- to cross the road no matter what others say or think of you!!!!

Even while we cross a road we must make sure that we cross it as quickly as possible, you cannot take a whole day, can you? Similarly in life the decisions should be made as swiftly as possible and in the safest way possible.

In the beginning I had said no subways. It’s because they are like shortcuts, they may be good or bad. Theft, robbery or maybe an opportunity that you might have never imagined that can take you to heights. The difference is in subway you are sure you will be reaching the other side or maybe not if there is a sudden earthquake or the structure collapses due to bad or corrupt work!! Similarly the robbery could go well or the opportunity can lead to success but who knows where it will take us, it’s possible it will make way for another road to cross! We have seen many who got instant success crumble down the road..Success will always be sweeter to a person who knows what struggle is.

So all I have to say is, every small thing in life we do can become an important part of our life… To cross a road is a small part indeed, but we still can learn a lot from it!!

People, hope you cross the road in safest and quickest way possible…. Good luck

Forgotten Emotion….

I was walking on an unknown mountain,

I could not see the top,

Every step I took was hard,

But nothing could make me stop….

 

You had given me the pain,

Which I would never forget,

You had shown me the love,

Which I would never regret….

 

As I moved into the mountain

Found stones on every step I took,

And the trees were so thick,

That, nowhere could I look….

 

I still could smell the fragrance

That you left around me

I still could feel the thoughts

That you left in me….

 

Crossed all the hurdles,

Reached the top of the mountain

Exhausted by the journey,

Expected the miracle of rain…

 

Years passed since we met,

The battle inside was still on,

Years passed since I cried,

But the battle was still on….

 

The bottom of the mountain was not be seen

Journey ahead was a free fall,

The path taken had been the toughest of all,

Journey ahead was quick and small….

 

There wasn’t a place I hadn’t looked for you,

Now sitting in this park, alone

Stood up for another search

With the strength I own….

 

As I took my next step in air

Had one good look at the path behind,

The free fall felt like a joy

A movie at its end with no rewind…

 

As I stood there for one more go,

Felt a touch of a finger on my back,

Unable to believe it was you

The forgotten happiness was back….

In Her Eyes…

The truth was in her eyes

And his talk was full of lies…..

He told me to go away,

As she was only his

Were my eyes playing tricks?

Or something did I miss…..

Tears fell from my eyes

As I said my final goodbye

Seeing her for one last time

Thinking whether I was ever her guy…..

All I could think as I walked out

Was never would I fall in love again

Tears following my every step

Holding onto all my pain…..

Saw my past as I stepped outside

Remembered her every move and line

Making me realize the truth in her eyes

How did I miss she was indeed mine…..

I went in as he said I do

And you miss, the priest said

Silence followed around the room

No, I don’t from her lips is what I read…..

After all those years together

The love had grown from seed to flower

Never should have doubted her

As she will always be mine forever…..

Collection 5 ‘The cycle’…

1)A deal with God was made i.e. A life for a life. He planned for a kill to get her back only to realize a year later the same deal was made as the bullet went through his heart.

 

2)It will be your favorite day soon. But I am alone here and will be stalking you as you hug him the same way you hugged me last year on your favorite day.

 

3)“Dad, from these brochures of old age home choose one to go in future, fell lucky I am giving you an option since you didn’t give any to grandparents!” said the son.

 

4)He killed the guy in cold blood to avenge his father’s murder while the victim’s son saw his dad being killed!

 

5)“you don’t love me” she said “Would I bring this if I don’t” he said showing the red roses “Honey I love you so much” she said, he smiled. Seeing that he just smiled, she “you don’t….”

WAY OF LIFE

Hope is the word we hang on to

When the darkness rise above us

But all we need is the confidence

To bring the ray of light in us……

Failure is what we see everywhere

When things start to go wrong

But all we need is the hard work

To bring the ray of success in us……

Life was never easy and it never will be

The path we lead will have stones

But smartness is to make ourselves

A slipper with the tools around us……

Many may wonder about the thorns

Make use of your hands and legs

If not use the smartness to remove

The roots with the tools around us……

At hard times we may feel

Sadness being all around

It is the happiness we need to search

Which will be hiding in plain sight……

Past is something off our reach

So why worry over it

When present is still around

To work on for a better future ahead……